I have realized what my problem is in life it is not the alcohol, the lack of ambition, the take it as is comes lifestyle, the Rock or the rollin. I get attached too easily...I build myself up, lose my edge and fall just as easy. I am tired of climbing the mountains of my mind to achieve zen or some form of inner chi that one sets out to gain at one point in their lives. But as a musician it has taught me to disconnect for the mainstream...the lights and sounds of the mass media telling us what to think and how to act. Is someone truely free from this...? we are born in to this almost dawn blackbirds on the telephone wire waiting as I eat yesterday's
forgotten sandwich at 6 a.m. an a quiet Sunday morning. one shoe in the corner standing upright the other laying on it's side.
yes, some lives were made to be wasted.
now tell me world did i waste your time...did you regret me...I promised myself never to write old man poems but this one's funny, you see, excusable, because I've long gone past using myself and there's
still more left...
here at 3 a.m. I am going to type more words pour another glass and...
make love to the fresh new whiteness maybe get lucky again first for me...
later for you.
DAMN I MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL LOL!!!!
its the spuratic inner workings of my mind...is someone out there who understands what it feels like to share a certain type of emotion with the world and expect nothing in return?
