XxcyanidexcupcakexX's blog: "On my Mind..."

I sit here thinking to myself where have all my childhood friends gone? THis isnt completely random... it may seem it but its not. Last night I heard some disturbing news. A childhood friend of mne went missing the 18th of this month. they found him this week dead and in a shallow grave. My best friend from my childhood, was arrested for his murder. They were my 2 best friend when i was in school as a child. We always laughed and had a good time. And nowit feels like i havnt last just one friend. But both. I dont understand it. I probably never will. But this incident started the wheels turning in my head and made me think, alot. Where are all of the other people i was friends with? What are they doing, are they still alive. I know In the past 4 years i have lost a few friends. 2 of which killed themselves, 1 murdered, and 1 arrested for murder. I guess i just have to pick up and move on.