funny how thoughts just sort of materialized in my mind... it suddenly dawns on me that i miss you... miss the long chats we had... talking about everything and nothing... sharing songs we love... sharing the stolen moments... the things you told me when you're drunk... apologizing the next day... makes me wonder... are you holding back... or am i just your fantasy?... do you really care... or am i just holding on to nothing?... breathe... you said... is specially for me... breathe... that's all i need... to breathe you in... breathe...