love...interlaced with pain...
perverted pleasure...self induced...
illusion...elusion...
delusion more likely...
incoherence...incomprehension...
temptations...seductions...
break free...run free...
intertwined...interwoven...
elaborate rituals...savage copulations...
tortuous emotions...self mutilations...
the vie for pitiful handouts...
misguided devotions...
misconceptions....
of a martyred love...
is a cruel mockery...
of deceptions in disguise...
love...a sadistic emotion...
