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I hate depression. I hate how it just magically comes back without a trigger. I've been the happiest i've ever been in a long time then suddenly BOOM. Depression. It pisses me off so much. It's the worst feeling in the world, I just hope I know when to get help before I do anything stupid again. Hey, depression I am going to kick your asssss.
Like.. why can't I just be happy? Life's going perfectly, I have the BEST guy on my team and amazing new friends. I JUST started reaching out to old friends I've pushed away because of the last time I was severely depressed. The drugs? They're out of my life. I told almost all the toxic fuck heads to get the fuck out of my life. I'm eating better, I'm starting to exercise, everything I'm doing is better. Like. Why? WHY.
I just woke up on sunday and knew. Fuck everything.
