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I still can't believe I hit rock bottom. I cannot believe I hit rock bottom and the one person that pretty much saved my life blocked me forever... for no reason what so ever. My body will never be the same because of the damnage I did to it. Good job me! I wake up every day pissed off at myself for not doing it right the first time. My mother is dying of cancer, again but not doing anything to help herself. She's drinking her life away. I've lost too many people to death and other stupid shit.
I hate 2013 was supposed to be MY year, my year of good things happening.I hate that the only good things that happened this year was seeing Marilyn Manson and Megadeth. I hate waking up feeling like complete shit every day and not being able to get out of bed. I also hate that I am writing this on a site full of stragers instead of telling my friends how shitty I feel because I'm too scared to.
boom. done.
