just wishing the pain would leave and i could feel better..
just wishing that things turn out and that im ok.
Just wishing that i wasnt so scared of the out come.
Just wishing that i could wake up and it was only a dream.
Just wishing for a day where i could eat or a night when i could sleep.
Just wishing that it was all over and done with.
Just wishing i wasnt alone and feeling so lonely.
Lifes kinda odd like that..One day you wake up and all your dreams and goals are put on hold and your life is in the hands of strangers who dont even know you..All you are to them is money in their pockets.Life is now seen a different way and you begin to wonder have I hurt anyone i need to say im sorry to..Or how about your family have you told them that you love them?
Have you taken time to pray?
have you told your friends you love them? have you took time to remember what God has already gave to you?
well ive taken time remembering, ive held my family like never before, i pray daily,im thankful for all ive got, but one thing left telling you, my friends, i love you.
Now is the time to recover and take whatever it is that God has in store for me next.
I go to the doctor monday may 7th with everything said I feel and im scared but yet I know the angels are by my side and im ready...
