BAD GIRL RETURNS's blog: "beauty of life and love"

got my first salute today and couldnt of done it without the sweet comments, the ratings and you know what to hell with that! i couldnt of done it without you. my friends, my family and my fans. thanks you all. im well on my way.. actually didnt think id stay this long. but i got the best frinds and hey we gotta stick together. if ya all need any help with comments or if i fail to miss a blog or pictures yell at me.. ill be there for ya.. thanx ya all. i love ya all..xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

ITS A COLD NIGHT AND THE WIND IS BLOWING HARD. I SET IN THIS LONELY APARTMENT ONCE AGAIN ONLY THIS TIME I AM SICK. I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER. OH I AM SURE I WILL BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS TAKING FOREVER. MY FRIENDS FROM MY HOMETOWN ARE ALL TO BUSY TO EVEN CALL AND ASK HOW I AM. BUT MY FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP ARE AWESOME. DAILY CHECKING ON ME AND SPEAKING WITH THE KINDEST OF WORDS. ITS AMAZING HOW I USE TO TELL MYSELF THAT ITS ONLY THE INTERNET BUT IM REAL. SO THAT MEANS MY FRIENDS HERE ARE REAL. AW YEAH WE ALL PLAY GAMES FROM TIME TO TIME BUT WE KNOW ITS IN FUN. BUT WHEN THE CHIPS ARE DOWN LIKE WITH ME BEING SICK, YOU ARE HERE FOR ME.. SO TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS I WANT TO THANK YOU. AS I LAY HERE ON MY WAY TO RECOVERY REMEMBER ILL BE BACK SOON IN FULL FORCE SO MAYBE YOU HAD BETTER REST UP TO. LOL I MISS YOU ALL. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL GROUP OF PEOPLE. BE WITH YOU ALL AGAIN SOON

I CLOSED MY EYES AND THE TEARS BEGAN TO FALL I WAITED FOREVER IT SEEMED FOR YOUR CALL. I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND SOFTLY WHISPERED YOUR NAME BUT I HEARD NO ANSWER, ITS DRIVING ME INSANE SO I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND I BOWD MY HEAD I PRAYED TO GOD, AND THIS IS WHAT I SAID, DEAR GOD I COME TO YOU A FRIGHTENED LONELY SOUL, HELP US BE TOGETHER AND MAKE OUR LIVES WHOLE. BRING US TOGETHER HELP US FIND A WAY, MAKE OUR LOVE STRONG, THESE THINGS I PRAY. SO GOD IF YOU HEAR PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER SHOW ME THE DIRECTION GOD, AND TAKE ME THERE... WRITTEN 12-31-06 TO A VERY SPECIAL MAN.......

FOR EVERYONE THAT MAKES YOU CRY. THERE ARE THREE TO MAKE YOU SMILE. AND A SMILE WILL LAST A LONG, LONG TIME BUT A TEAR FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE. DONT LET SOMEONE WHO HATES THE WORLD CAUSE YOU TO HATE IT TO. BEHIND THE CLOUDS IS A GOLDEN SUN, AND A SKY THATS FULL OF BLUE. IF SOMEONE'S SAID A THING THATS CRUL, DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU. YUOR ACHIEVEMENTSARE GREATLY NUMBERED, AND YOUR FAULTS ARE VERY FEW. SO IF A CERTAIN PERSON SHOULD ACT A CERTAIN WAY, THINK OF THOSE WHO LOVE YOU, AND DONT LET IT SPOIL YOUR DAY. REACH HIGH,FOR STARS LIE HIDDEN IN YOUR SOUL, DREAM DEEP,FOR EVERY DREAM PRECEDS THE GOAL....