my heart is making these funny patterns. I speak with you everyday, and no matter how much time passes since the last ny heart still lights up and beats irregular beats. I want to be held by you forever, spend eternity looking at each other, your sweet perfect face, your beautiful eyes. My heart feels like collapsing under the weight of my love for you, I am sick with it. You are all I ever think about. I dream about you, think about you. My heart is breaking at the thought of a life without you. Your words kick me in the throat and open the waterfalls in my eyes. I can't breathe when I think of you. Is this all for nothing? I need to know.