Ok..about me....jeepers!!! I'M 46..and no!!!! I don't intend on growing up!!! (Ask my niece!!!) She says, "Aunt Jodi...it's true..you are just like a kid"...you go right to the toys...well...got to see the good stuff first!!! Right? I voluteer my time teaching cheerleading to the kids...ok...yes..I can do the stunts! but to them, it's rhythm...bounces and claps!!!! and if they don't smile...I got vaseline!!! (ahh...yep!!! put it on their teeth...and I guarantee a smile) Who wants to see a sad cheerleader..hmmmmmmmm?....and smiles go within...completely!!!!I am divorced...and live by myself...and I haven't dated yet...guess I'm still afraid of getting hurt...I miss the emotion that I lost with my marriage...and it's something that I truly miss...you know it's just not the sex anymore, there is much more to it...sex comes and goes...and I can handle that much of it...but I want the oneness of being together...of someone caring for me again!I suppose that someday...I might find it...but I stayed in my marriage for 28 years...and I kept it together for my kids...so that they would have a good "bringing up"...and I would do it over again...And then again...ahh..me...yep..46...and ok...the medical nightmare....3 cancers, 2 strokes, and 1 heart attack...and they keep looking...but I'm not finished yet...I figured I was put here for a job to do...don't know what the heck it was....but someday, perhaps, I might find it!!! Hmmmmmmmm? Love ya!!!