* this morning my mother-in-law rushed off to N MS because her dad defibbed something like....17 times last nigh.........probably won't make it through a whole other day
* I kept waking up from either awful nightmares or people calling/texting me for stupid shit
* my son told his grandmother I had already approved him staying through Sunday....which is why no one called me to tell me when the kids were coming home
* AND found out my only surviving grandmother has altzheimer's....probably won't remember me at all this time next year
After 7 months of complete bullshit and frustrations in every aspect of my life....yeah, I'd say this was a tough fucking day.