3876750's blog: "Knot Knitting"

So I had been feeling pretty down and such. Someone gave me a Xanax last night to chill out as I did need to chill out a bit. I think I must have been visited by the xanax fairy last night  (not the person on here with that handle) because wow I feel a lot better today. I feel more like myself. I have been very lonely due to not knowing anyone in this area and had given up actually on meeting anyone. I had given up on trying.

There is dry karoake tonight that I was also told I should go to by the person that gave me the Xanax. I had saw no point in even going as I was going to just sit there by myself and be bored waiting for my chance to sing. I think I will go and take my knitting and knit while waiting between songs. That way I shall be entertained if no one talks to me. I do not considermyself anti social but I guess am not the best at just saying hi to new people sometimes. I am also very used to having people walk up to me and say hi. I was always doing Tarot for 20 people or something that I assume mademe look interesting to a lot of people so I always made one or two friends by being out doing this.

I guess I need to trim down my facial hair and wear my hair down tonight. I guess I will even go in my closet and find a flashier shirt of mine to wear. Prolly go with just some jeans or something but I wantmy old razzle dazzle when I go try this tonight.

Any comments, suggestions, ideas or such are of course welcome.

ALL PRAISE THE XANAX FAIRY!