Left to feel like your nothing. Sitting in an empty room. The walls look bare but so full of life. Wishing to be apart of that wall that seems to dance around with excitment. lieing back not wanting to think but everything wants to rush in all at once. Flashes of old memories you would much rather ignore but cant. Head spining out of control to the emotions that wallo deep inside. Fucking emotions. Well i was going to go somewhere with this but cant seem to think where to take it to. Never able to really think of the right thing to say, yet thinking about everything. Left to feel like your nothing. Lost thoughts. Why cant the things i dont want to think about are always around. Take my mind my emotions take everything. Everything has been lost to me anyways so whats the point. The only thing that is left of your mind is the thought that your not worth it to anyone.