It's a point in life you can't always have what you want,BUT that does not stop you from the desire to have it.Especially when you know someone else is with him and you aren't.And they have him,but they don't appreciate him.It's just a "thing" to them.You should just drop your eyes and look away from a reality that's not yours.The pain is just too real at the emptiness you suddenly feel,but you keep watching,wondering...why that person,so underserving,should be the "lucky" one? Could it be you were the cause of your own sadness,something you did in the past that is so unforgivable? Or could it be that you happened along one promise too late? Should you just give up? Call him a lost cause and call it good? Or does your heart tell you,"maybe,just maybe"? Can you forget the way he looks at you,touches you,holds you when he tells you that he loves you? Do you BELIEVE him or is it only said because you are there and the other isn't? When does it suddenly become clear in your head that YOU are just a "thing" like he is? When the passion,desire is over you will be pushed to the side like you never mattered at all. Can you accept this?Are you WILLING to accept this? Knowing that when it is all said and done once again you'll be left standing there alone,wondering...
