i sit here day after day wondering why i did the things i did. i wonder day after day why i just didnt tell you that i love you with all my heart and soul and need you more then anything in my life and that you was the only one for me. i sit here staring at your picture wondering what my life would be like if i would have said what realy needed to be said instead of letting the hurtful words come out. i wonder what is instore for me now that i have destroied the most important thing in my life cause i was to bullheaded to say. " I love you my love with all my heart and soul... I also need you in my life cause i am nothing without you in my life...