I wished for a good woman
I got a woman good at ignoring me
I wished for a loving woman
I got a woman who loved only her priorities
I wished for a dedicated woman
I got a woman who ignored me to finish her work
I wished for a passionate woman
I got a woman passionate with her job and not me
Then I stopped wishing and started looking to move on.
Only to find out there are more like her out there.
I wished for a good woman
I got a woman good at deceiving me
I wished for a loving woman
I got a woman loving my money
I wished for a dedicated woman
I got a woman dedicated to my checking account
I wished for a passionate woman
I got a woman passionate with her climaxes only
Then I stopped wishing and looking and built a wall up
I hid behind things that were no longer there.
Or maybe never ever were there to begin with.
I made an excuse so fast; I could have imagined it had been there from day one.
I sexed without emotion to hide my pain.
I smiled all day to cover up the shame.
I lied so good to myself, I started to believe it.
I gave up, quit, stewed and wallowed in my pool of pity.
I threw pool parties constantly just because, misery loves company.
Then I stopped living, dreaming, wanting and
Then there you were….. My personal queen.
Just in time to reign over my heart, my ego, and my emotions
A woman that is as passionate as I am
A woman that loves what I do and cares for how I feel.
A woman that asks me how my day was and mean it
A woman that tries to soothe me from those days
A woman that offers her ear and not her advice,
‘cuz sometimes ya just need to vent.
A woman so good, the “what if’s” don’t exist in our world
The world she built for us
A woman so good that she enjoys taking care of those in
her life
A woman who loves me to distraction
A woman who works hard but knows when to leave her work
at work
A woman who is so in tune with me that a look can send
me over the edge.
