Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, you have it all together... the family, the house, the cars... all of what "love" got you..
i do have one question, why is it i have the worst timing? am i destined for solitude? we will soon see.... love will find me someday and when it does... i hope you are nowhere to be found.. because you wasted my love on him. I hope youre happy now.