Why does it seem when things are going right, life has to throw you a curve ball that u totally swing and miss on? Why does love have to be so hard to understand and so hard to achieve? Why does love always pick the ones u cant actually be with? Why does life have to be so cruel? Why does it seem when you try harder things just get rougher? Why do i travel down the same road everyday and know the outcome but still do it? Why is it that i cant be happy no matter how much i just want that? Why do i even bother to try when it ends up leaving nothing but a taste of bitterness in my mouth? Why cant i just close my eyes and take the pain away? Why cant i just wish myself cured from this misery? Why do things always backfire when i thought i had them all planned out? Why cant someone just tell me the secret to life so i can avoid all these twists and turns that leave me sick beyond words?