Lately life sucks honestly lol And i seriously cant place a finger on what makes it that way. I am just sick of the same old bullshit day in and day out, think its time to change secenry again...I have like no direction in life and basically that aggravates me. I have let years pass and really havent accomplished shit and i mean well but basically once i finally take a step forward its like some shit comes up and knocks me back 2 steps. I like a really great girl but the story of my life she lives like 483048204809234 million miles away lol so yeah the chances of that ever really becoming anything are slim to none. I want to move back down south to FL to be by my friends that i miss dearly but i am not really sure that is a good move or not, i have alot of fond memories from there but honestly that place is the reason i am in the place i am now i made alot of mistakes fucked off for years and basically just lived day to day and i guess i am paying for that now. Well i dont know why i am writing this because it really does no good but i just wanted to write something lol
