I WRITING THIS SO I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY LOVE HURTS SO BAD! THE ONE PERSON THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD HAS HURT ME SO BAD! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN SIT NEXT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND TALK TO ANOTHER GIRL AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM. HE HAS HURT ME SO BAD THAT I HAVE LEFT HIM AND NOW IM THE ONE THAT HURTS THE MOST! WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD? HOW CAN YOU DO SO MUCH FOR SOMEONE AND GET HURT SO BAD? I WANT HIM TO HURT THE WAY I DO! I DONT THINK HE EVEN CARED HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY FALT! WHY DO THEY ALWAYS TURN IT AROUND SO YOU THINK IT IS YOUR FALT? THE FUCKED UP PART IS THAT I STILL LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND I WANT HIM BACK! BUT CAN I HANDLE THE LIES AND THE CHEATING? NO I CANT! SO HOW DO I GO ON WITHOUT THE ONE I LOVE/ ITS SO HARD NOT HAVING HIM HERE WITH ME! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I HOPE I GET ANSWERS FROM THIS AND SOMEONE CAN HELP ME !!!
