Simply Amazing's blog: "WHY DOES LOVE HURT SO BAD?"

MOTHER IN LAWS: ROBERTS MOTHER IS DRIVING ME CRAZY TRYING TO CONTROLL ME! WHAT AM I SOPOSE TO DO? HERE IS THE SITUATION: IM 20 WEEKS PREGNANT AND IM WORKING FULL TIME! SO WHEN I WORK IM AT MY DADS HOUSE AND WHEN IM NOT IM AT THEIR HOUSE, WELL THE PAST WEEK I HAVENT BEEN OVER THEIR BECOUSE I HAVE HAD FAMILY AND FRIENDS THINGS TO DO! SHE CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND TOLD ME THAT IM SPENDING TO MUCH TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND NOT MY BOYFRIEND! WELL ME AND ROBERT HAVE ALREADY TALKED AND HE KNOWS WHY I HAVENT BEEN OVER THEIR THAT MUCH AND HE HAD NO PROBLEMS WITH IT. WHEN I CALL TO TALK TO HIM I NEVER GET TO, THEIR IS ALWAYS AND EXCUSE ON WHY I CANT TALK TO HIM! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE! I LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIM BUT IM SCARED THAT I AM BECOUSE OF HIS MOTHER! IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO NOT WANT TO BE THEIR BECOUSE OF HIS MOTHER? BUT IM ALWAYS GETTING TOLD THAT I CANT DO SOMETHING, SHE IS NOT MY MOM SHE CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO! RIGHT? I HOPE SOMEONE CAN PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO ACT WITH HIS MOM! I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIM! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.......

YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT! IM FINALLY DONE WITH THE GAMES AND THE LIES! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE I CAN FINALLY MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE! WHEN YOUR READY TO BE WITH ME I WILL BE OVER YOU AND IT WILL BE TOO LATE! YOU HAVE DONE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG BITCH AND YOU JUST DONT KNOW IT YET! WHEN I FOUND OUT ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE SAID ABOUT ME AND LIED ABOUT TO YOU FAMILY THAT YOU DIDNT KNOW THAT I WOULD GET CLOSE TOO YEA BITCH YOU FUCKED UP! I KNOW EVERYTHING NOW, YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING LIER AND CHEATING BASTERD AND YOU ARE GOING TO PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! JUST HOPE YOU NEVER COME BACK TO FLORIDA OR CALL ME WHEN YOU DO CAUSE IT WILL BE THE BIGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE CAUSE IM ONE PISSED OFF BITCH RIGHT NOW AND YOU WILL PAY I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!

YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT! IM FINALLY DONE WITH THE GAMES AND THE LIES! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE I CAN FINALLY MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE! WHEN YOUR READY TO BE WITH ME I WILL BE OVER YOU AND IT WILL BE TOO LATE! YOU HAVE DONE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG BITCH AND YOU JUST DONT KNOW IT YET! WHEN I FOUND OUT ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE SAID ABOUT ME AND LIED ABOUT TO YOU FAMILY THAT YOU DIDNT KNOW THAT I WOULD GET CLOSE TOO YEA BITCH YOU FUCKED UP! I KNOW EVERYTHING NOW, YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING LIER AND CHEATING BASTERD AND YOU ARE GOING TO PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! JUST HOPE YOU NEVER COME BACK TO FLORIDA OR CALL ME WHEN YOU DO CAUSE IT WILL BE THE BIGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE CAUSE IM ONE PISSED OFF BITCH RIGHT NOW AND YOU WILL PAY I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!

LOVE IS PAIN! I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND IT ANYMORE. ONE DAY IT IS GREAT AND THE NEXT IT IS PAIN. WHY? WHY DO THEY CHANGE SO MUCH CANT THEY JUST BE THE SAME? THEY DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM OR CARE FOR THEM. THE THINGS YOU DO TO TRY TO MAKE THEM HAPPY. I THINK THEY JUST DONT CARE. IM STARTING TO FEEL LIKE ALL MEN DO IS USE YOU AND WHEN THEY HAVE HAD ENOUGH THEN THEY LEAVE. BUT WHAT IS DIFFERENT HERE IS THIS GUY JUST DONT LEAVE AND WHEN I LEAVE HIM HE ALWAYS COMES BACK! I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO GIVE HIM BUT LOVE AND I NEVER HAVE SO WHAT DOES HE WANT? DOES HE JUST LIKE THE FACT THAT HE HURTS THE ONE THAT LOVES HIM THE MOST? I HAVE TO PRETEND THAT I DONT CARE AND EVERYTHING IS JUST FINE AND IM SO HAPPY BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE IM HURTING SO BAD! ALL I WANT IS THE PAIN TO GO AWAY! BUT IF I LEAVE HIM I HURT MORE THEN I DO WHEN IM WITH HIM. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY! WHY CANT THAT EVER HAPPEN? I HOPE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME! CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO HELP MYSELF!!!!

I WRITING THIS SO I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY LOVE HURTS SO BAD! THE ONE PERSON THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD HAS HURT ME SO BAD! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN SIT NEXT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND TALK TO ANOTHER GIRL AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM. HE HAS HURT ME SO BAD THAT I HAVE LEFT HIM AND NOW IM THE ONE THAT HURTS THE MOST! WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD? HOW CAN YOU DO SO MUCH FOR SOMEONE AND GET HURT SO BAD? I WANT HIM TO HURT THE WAY I DO! I DONT THINK HE EVEN CARED HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY FALT! WHY DO THEY ALWAYS TURN IT AROUND SO YOU THINK IT IS YOUR FALT? THE FUCKED UP PART IS THAT I STILL LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND I WANT HIM BACK! BUT CAN I HANDLE THE LIES AND THE CHEATING? NO I CANT! SO HOW DO I GO ON WITHOUT THE ONE I LOVE/ ITS SO HARD NOT HAVING HIM HERE WITH ME! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I HOPE I GET ANSWERS FROM THIS AND SOMEONE CAN HELP ME !!!