where to start born in portland my parents are still married i have a sister an a brother i have 9 nices an nephews i have been divorced 11 yeasrs i have a son an a daughter 12 an 6 they have diffrent fathers an i am friends with both i am a surviver of dimestic violince an two years clean of drugs witch i gave five years of my life to my friends in my real life i have had for twenty years or more i am close to my family i have a few friends on here that i can count on to tell me the truth if i ask one inspired me to wright this i am still a little screwed up in the sence still working to get on my feet an get where i wont to be in life i dont have some big sad story just life lived an learnd every day something new is learned i have pc friends that i chatt with never knowing any thing about them others i know more falling for any one here is proply not the best idea i live a world where there is love finding it hard an may never happen but hell thats life i know i love my children an my family an if that is the only love i ever have well then i lived a great life i want to find that great loved but i have looked an now i am going to let it fined me if its out there an if its real i hope it fines me
