The Rave's blog: "Raven"

Raven is: sad

I get very sad when it gets to evening/night time. All the hurt that is hidden or forgotten during the happy daytime becomes apparent during the twilight and night time.

I feel guilty, stupid, embarrassed, misunderstood, ignored, alone, sad, pitied, irresponsible, bleah!

I feel like i've been let down, and that i've let everyone down. I feel tired physically and mentally.

I feel like a fool, an idiot. I don't know how to fix my mistakes, or even if i've made any mistakes.

I feel jealous.

I feel like i've betrayed people. I feel unresponsive, and aloof. I feel disjoint and detached.

I feel cold.

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