» Today is one of the days I could easily cross off the calendar. I didn't sleep much, had weird dreams and I have a terrible stomach ache. This morning I burnt my tongue and it hurts, and my mother keeps on bringing me down with her words. My thoughts are focusing on what I haven't got anymore and what I feel like right now. See the lyrics. That's what I think right now about the relationship. I know that it wasn't like that. Well, actually I don't know. But if all those feelings were just a game, he was damn good in playing his role. I dunno whom I can trust - head or heart? I really don't know.
» About the weird dream tonight. I dreamt of a huge spider trying to kill Moos and me. We were running away but the disgusting thing was much faster than us. We tried to outwit it but it didn't work... and in the end... well I dunno. I dunno if we survived. I just know that that dream ruined my day. Actually I was fine with the situation. I thought so. But now I see that I miss Moos more than I thought and more than I want. And you know what the funniest thing is? The alarm clock rang with Why can't you love me like before this morning.
Stay tuned, fuckholes.