I am one with the night and embrace life to the fullest. It is said that it is better to have loved and lost than ever to have loved at all, But when the lost is thru betrail and deception compromise is the best defense anyone can have. Some things are best left alone at the bottom of the sea of forgiveness.. What is one to do when there is nothing left in your soul and pain and emptyness are the only things to keep you company.
Tis this time that darkness falls. Then one is left with only one choice! Run from it or fight it head on so you wont loose your sanity and get consumed by the hate that is caused by the same deception that has just tainted your soul. It is here where one finds your true self. If your weak then the saddness will consume you but if your strong the darkness will become a friend and a mentor and this is where you'll find your true strength!
For one such as myself it is a place of solitude and a place to regroup. When darkness falls I am waiting for a friend and not waiting to be consumed by the elements the darkness can bring hidden within, such as sadness, hatered, and self pity. For these are the true armies of the night and the general is the one who betrayed me and broke my heart.
But I too have an army of my own hidden in the darkness! My army consist of dicipline, confidence, and reality,and I am the general of this army. And knowing your surroundings is the best strategy! For me and darkness have shared many things together and I know her well. I've learned from her that if you can not survive this battle your better off dead. For love is a killer and if you don't weild it to your own preference it can destroy you. Only a true warrior with a pure heart can win this battle and if your heart is black then you'll never be able to find a true victory.
Always remember this there is always another person in the world seeking and yearning for what you seek. And all you have to do is stay on the prowl and hunt for it chances are lady luck may play a part in your quest and this person might find you! So never forget that if you ever get wounded in this type of battle heal youself and move onward and you might find what your lookin for. As one who has loved and lost and overcame the darkness that fell upon me. I always stand upon the top of the mountain or rooftops of this city looking searching for that one true love. For I have learned to control the darkness to be friend and made the light of day the beacon of my soul. For I am always out there waiting for you I am the light at the end of your tunnel the darkness that embraces you always the kiss that makes you feel loved and the one who would never leave your side. For I am the one and only VAPMFIRE...
