vampfire's blog: "from the crypt"

I am always true to myself and everyone else in my life. My nickname really defines me. Vampires are very charming and romantic! Every now and then you get a new breed one who is not only charming and beautiful on the inside but also has the fires of pasion to go along with it . to know me is to luve me and to luve me is to accept who i am...

People always tend to long for a companion. If men and women would stick to their guns when it comes to being faithful the world would be a better place! For me being faithful is a real elemental part of a true relationship. I was always brought up to believe that if you love and cherish what you have it will grow into something beautiful and always be there for you. Unfortunately not alot of people think this way and the nice and faithful become the hurt and used! So we do what comes natural either we fight for what we want or wither away in disgrace. Experience is a wonderful thing cause its what has kept me strong all this time now I just take it day by day and wait for my turn to have another go at true love. So till then I'll just keep dreaming till that day comes and that special woman comes forth and is willing to create a special place for us to be in. For the two of us to live and bask in the true meaning and spirit of the word love....

If the eyes are the true doorway to the soul then look into mine. You'll find a good friend there till the end of time. If it blosoms into more then you will see, That a pure heart is what beats in me. As night falls on this city and finds you all alone. I want you to know that I'll always be there to guide you home

As night falls on the city, I embrace it all alone. It makes me wonder will I always be on my own. If ever I am to be judged for who I am I wont allow it, But you can judge me for what I do and I will let you into my life and let you see what a pure heart would be like.. I see big city lights calling out my name. The echos of the night are eched in my mind. Though I long for someone to love the arms of Mother night embrace me. The darkness keeps me company and the light of day look after me. Though the elements stay with me I long for companionship from another! A female companion who sees me for who I am and loves me for the way I love her back and for what defines me. I am all the things you dream of and I stand for all the things you long for. I am the one who will always be there for you and never betray you. Though I am a creature who is always misunderstood and always betrayed by others. I am the night, I wonder in the darkness alone I am a man for I am VAMPFIRE.................

I am one with the night and embrace life to the fullest. It is said that it is better to have loved and lost than ever to have loved at all, But when the lost is thru betrail and deception compromise is the best defense anyone can have. Some things are best left alone at the bottom of the sea of forgiveness.. What is one to do when there is nothing left in your soul and pain and emptyness are the only things to keep you company. Tis this time that darkness falls. Then one is left with only one choice! Run from it or fight it head on so you wont loose your sanity and get consumed by the hate that is caused by the same deception that has just tainted your soul. It is here where one finds your true self. If your weak then the saddness will consume you but if your strong the darkness will become a friend and a mentor and this is where you'll find your true strength! For one such as myself it is a place of solitude and a place to regroup. When darkness falls I am waiting for a friend and not waiting to be consumed by the elements the darkness can bring hidden within, such as sadness, hatered, and self pity. For these are the true armies of the night and the general is the one who betrayed me and broke my heart. But I too have an army of my own hidden in the darkness! My army consist of dicipline, confidence, and reality,and I am the general of this army. And knowing your surroundings is the best strategy! For me and darkness have shared many things together and I know her well. I've learned from her that if you can not survive this battle your better off dead. For love is a killer and if you don't weild it to your own preference it can destroy you. Only a true warrior with a pure heart can win this battle and if your heart is black then you'll never be able to find a true victory. Always remember this there is always another person in the world seeking and yearning for what you seek. And all you have to do is stay on the prowl and hunt for it chances are lady luck may play a part in your quest and this person might find you! So never forget that if you ever get wounded in this type of battle heal youself and move onward and you might find what your lookin for. As one who has loved and lost and overcame the darkness that fell upon me. I always stand upon the top of the mountain or rooftops of this city looking searching for that one true love. For I have learned to control the darkness to be friend and made the light of day the beacon of my soul. For I am always out there waiting for you I am the light at the end of your tunnel the darkness that embraces you always the kiss that makes you feel loved and the one who would never leave your side. For I am the one and only VAPMFIRE...

As i lay on the rooftop staring at the night sky and contemplating on my life so far, my mind wonders. I remove the splinter in my minds eye and have a moment of clarity! People in the world are very dificult to deal with you have over 10 million different personalities some ruthless some mercerless some caring others malicious. The only one that counts is mine for now. Without mine in the right place I can't excist nor function! But a voice from the elders of my elders calls out to me and says dicipline is the key! Then it says there is a woman out there with your name on her mind all you have to do is run into her while shes thinkin about it! Now which is more difficult keeping yourself in line or running into that woman? They say if you give up on your dreams you die so theres no choice now but to go on forth and liveout your wildest dreams and enjoy life. Now for the real question at what point of these events do you run into ms. right? If ever at all. So if we do we are fortunate BUT if we don't does this make us failiers? I dont consider myself a failier just not being at the right place at the right time. Life can be cruel that way. My theory is that it goes by time and day! Night fall is the best time to meet someone because all hunters and prey go out at night. The hunter finds better prey at night and the prey feels safe at night especially in numbers! Now the same exact rules apply in the jungle the best predators hunt their prey at night and the prey is often accompanied by others. So it all depends on how good of a hunter you are. Or are you a hunter at all? Remember the hunter sometimes becomes the hunted so you must stay strong and alert always! The first thing one has to do is set yourself free and remove the splinter in your minds eye! Thats the thing that keeps you in doubt of yourself eliminate the weekness and become the ultimate hunter and you just might find what your looking for. But the splinter in your minds eye has to be pulled out. Now ask yourself can you win the greatest battle of all the one with ones self beat yourself and eliminate all doubt then remold yourself and see how different the world looks to you then! Good Luck all!