Tuere's blog: "Random Musings"

Ever have one of those days when you are just wrong? No one has done you wrong, it just seems that every step you take is just off enough to interfere with someone else. Everything you say is just off enough to cause misunderstanding and bits of argument. Everything you do is just …wrong. How do you go about addressing people when you are afraid of making a sound? How do you converse or joke with your friends when your mind tells you that you’ll offend them eventually? And the sad part is when someone asks what’s wrong? What do you say? “Oh Nothing, I’m just afraid that if I open my mouth again my foot will insert itself.”? That would be brilliant right? Or even better, say nothings wrong and try to hide that it hurts to feel like a consummate screw up. I mean nothing is worse then self pity right? What is the advice I hear the most? Shake it off, let it roll off your back? Just for one day I would like for the stupid voices in the back of my head to stop saying “You are wrong…, You don’t deserve…, You aren’t ….” Just one day.