fisrt of, i almost break my left thumb, twice.. the nail was half way bent back, then my pinky on my left hand was smashed, then a splinter in my left hand, almost twisted my right knee out, then i found out that i might end up in jail.. goin to lose i dont know how much of my money the sec i get out of basic.. i havent got to talk to amber in almost 3 weeks and i cant be with the person i deeply love.. what is goin to happen next... i fuckin hate my life and there is no gettin away from it.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH