What is love?
Current mood: depressed
Have you ever had a feeling for someone so strong that you thought that maybe you could love again? Even after being hurt so many times?
Love is a feeling that I have tried to forget about. A feeling that I really never wanted to have to feel again, for fear of being hurt. For the first time in a long time I thought that I might have met my Mr. Right. Everything about him was so perfect. The time we had spent together was incredible and our talks were awsome. Just the thought of him would give me butterflys. I would rush to get home just to talk to him. Then we would talk for hours. Sometimes about nothing at all and others were plans for the future. Things I thought were going so well. I had planned on moving to be with him. How crazy is that. Where things are going right now I don't know. I hope for only the best but if it was ment to be I guess I will find out.
Everyday that goes by is one more day that I fall even harder for this guy. I have turned my back on love for so long. Every time I am with someone, once I give them my heart I get hurt. And that really sucks because I have a lot to give to the right person. I am one hell of a woman and I have a big heart. I might not be perfect but then again who is? I have my problems just like everyone else. But I can love so deeply so powerfully. I can give my all and love you like you have never been loved before. I only need the chance.
To my guy, If you read this and you feel the same way then let me know. I don't want to live another day without your love. And if you don't feel the same way then I guess I have learned my lesson. And love was not ment for me.
To all of you who read this, Please, love like you have never been hurt. And when you say I love you, mean it. Love is a very powerful feeling. If you don't truly feel it, don't say it.
