288162's blog: "Something to think about"

What is love? Current mood: depressed Have you ever had a feeling for someone so strong that you thought that maybe you could love again? Even after being hurt so many times? Love is a feeling that I have tried to forget about. A feeling that I really never wanted to have to feel again, for fear of being hurt. For the first time in a long time I thought that I might have met my Mr. Right. Everything about him was so perfect. The time we had spent together was incredible and our talks were awsome. Just the thought of him would give me butterflys. I would rush to get home just to talk to him. Then we would talk for hours. Sometimes about nothing at all and others were plans for the future. Things I thought were going so well. I had planned on moving to be with him. How crazy is that. Where things are going right now I don't know. I hope for only the best but if it was ment to be I guess I will find out. Everyday that goes by is one more day that I fall even harder for this guy. I have turned my back on love for so long. Every time I am with someone, once I give them my heart I get hurt. And that really sucks because I have a lot to give to the right person. I am one hell of a woman and I have a big heart. I might not be perfect but then again who is? I have my problems just like everyone else. But I can love so deeply so powerfully. I can give my all and love you like you have never been loved before. I only need the chance. To my guy, If you read this and you feel the same way then let me know. I don't want to live another day without your love. And if you don't feel the same way then I guess I have learned my lesson. And love was not ment for me. To all of you who read this, Please, love like you have never been hurt. And when you say I love you, mean it. Love is a very powerful feeling. If you don't truly feel it, don't say it.

This is a poem I got from a friend of mine. I hope it will touch your heart as it did mine. Special Bond A friendship is a speial bond; its a never ending circle that goes on and on. We've been through think and thin, we've created chaos and committed sins. this is how it has to be. You're gone and its only me. There's an empty space in my heart, but I promise we will never be apart. I know your're in heaven smiling down, and please put a smile on my face when there's a frown. Our memories we have created will live on and on. Because our friendship was a speial bond. No one will ever fill that space, and I know I can never see your face, but I have the good times and I have the bad. I know I will never be sad.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because the time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end. Be afraid that your life will never begin.