Iris's blog: "WHAT I LIKE"

Some lyrics...............(not by me) Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever,have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything up to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start (chorus) Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever,have you ever Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care (chorus) Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever,have you ever What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you in my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep

And their dance will be as magical as flowers in winter, and their touch as soft as the silky veils on the marble stones, and their eyes will kill the sinfull mortal souls, and their smiles will chain the heart to an immortal dream...the dream of the perfect love, the dream of the falling stardust, the dream of dresses made by moon rays. Their hair will blow in the wind, the butterflies will play in their long hair, their feet will barely touch the ground in that crazy dance and the forest will get lost in that unstopable spin. No mortal soul is allowed to see their tragical lamment...the one that does is lost forever in the dream of the fairies. They bring the joy, they bring the richness and in the same time they bring the punishment...they bring the magic and they bring the spell, they bring love and revenge... On which side u will be on the night??? The night when the skies open and the Sanziene dance in the romanian magical forests? What will be the fate of the souls that see them? Blessed with the view of the immortal ones..or forever lost in madness...... EXPLINATION Sânzianã From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Sânzianã is the Romanian name for gentle fairies who play in important part in local folklore, also used to designate the Galium verum or Cruciata laevipes flowers. Under the plural form Sânziene, the word designates an annual festival in the fairies' honor. Etymologically, the name stands for sân (common abbreviation of sfânt - "saint", "holy") and zânã (a word used for fairies in general). People in the western Carpathian Mountains and other parts of Romania celebrate the Sânziene holiday annually, on June 24. This is similar to the Swedish Midsummer holiday, and is believed to be a pagan celebration of the summer solstice in June. According to the official position of the Romanian Orthodox Church, the customs actually relate to the celebration of Saint John the Baptist's Nativity, which also falls on June 24. Sânziene rituals The folk practices of Sânziene imply that the most beautiful maidens in the respective village dress in white and spend all day searching for and picking Galium verum. They are instructed to remain alone and unseen, especially by any males. Using the flowers they picked during the day, the girls create wreaths as floral crowns which they wear upon returning to the village at nightfall. They are then supposed to have turned into sânziene fairies, and dance in circle around a bonfire, into which all remains of the previous harvest are thrown. People are prevented from speaking to the girls during this ceremony, as it is presumed that the sânziene spirits possessing them might otherwise be angered or distracted. In some regions, the girls may keep the wreaths until the following year's Sânziene. This, they believe, ensures a fertility for their family's land. In addition, if they place the wreath under their pillow the night right after Sânziene, it is possible that they would have a premonition of the man they are to marry (ursitul, "the fated one"). Another folk belief is that during the Sânziene night, the heavens open up, making it an adequate time for making wishes and for praying, as God is more likely to listen. In some areas of the Carpathians, the villagers light then a big wheel of hay from the ceremonial bonfire and push it down a hill. This has been interpreted as a symbol for the setting sun (from the solstice to come and until the midwinter solstice, the days will be getting shorter). In cultural reference The consequences of heavens opening on Sânziene are connected by some to paranormal events reported during that period of each year. According to popular beliefs, strange things, both positive and negative, may happen to a person wandering alone on Sânziene night. Strange ethereal activities are believed to happen especially in places such as Bãneasa forest (near the capital of Bucharest) or the Bucium forest (near the city of Cluj-Napoca). Mircea Eliade's novel, Noaptea de Sânziene (translated as The Forbidden Forest), includes references to the folk belief about skies opening at night, as well as to paranormal events happening in the forest of Bãneasa. In the form Sânziana ("the sânzianã"), the word has also come to be used a female name. It is notably used as such in Vasile Alecsandri's comedy Sânziana ºi Pepelea (later an opera by George Stephãnescu).

For the beloved one.............an old poem that fits perfectly A lover knows only humility, He has no choice. He steals into your alley at night, He has no choice. He longs to kiss every lock of your hair, Don't fret, He has no choice. In his frenzied love for you, He longs to break the chains of his imprisonment, He has no choice. A lover asked his beloved, "Do you love yourself more than you love me?" And the loved replied: "I have died to myself and I live for you, I've disappeared from myself and my attributes, I am present only for you. I have forgotten all my learnings, But from knowing you I have become a scholar. I have lost all my strength, But from your power I am able. I love myself, I love you. I love you, I love myself." I am your lover, Come to my side, I will open the gate to your love. Come settle with me, Let us be neighbors in the stars. You have been hiding so long, Endlessly drifting in the sea of my love. Even so, you have always been connected to me. Concealed, revealed, in the norm, in the un-manifist. I am life itself. You have been a prisoner of a little pond, I am the ocean and it's turbulent flood. Come merge with me. Leave this world behind us. Be with me, I will open the gate to your love. I desire you more than food or drink. My body, my senses, my mind, Hunger for your taste. I can sense your presense in my heart. Although you belong to all the world, I wait in silent passion, For one guesture, one glance.

Do you my dear friends, know what is my worst fear? That the people i love will somehow forget me, that they will never remember me. Forgetting is worse than hate! But i suppose i will be forgotten by the people i love so in the end... as Traja's lyrics say.... Put all your angels on the edge Keep all the roses, I'm not dead I left a thorn under your bed I'm never gone Go tell the world I'm still around I didn't fly, I'm coming down you are the wind, the only sound Whisper to my heart when hope is torn apart and no one can save you I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone Go back to sleep forever more Far from your fools and lock the door They're all around and they'll make sure You don't have to see What I turned out to be no one can help you I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone Waiting up in heaven I was never far from you Spinning down I felt your every move I walk alone I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone

this poem is written by William Butler Yeats and it was dedicated to me by my friend, Mattia. Wish i could be though, as unforgettable as this girl in the poem is. WHY should I blame her that she filled my days With misery, or that she would of late Have taught to ignorant men most violent ways, Or hurled the little streets upon the great. Had they but courage equal to desire? What could have made her peaceful with a mind That nobleness made simple as a fire, With beauty like a tightened bow, a kind That is not natural in an age like this, Being high and solitary and most stern? Why, what could she have done, being what she is? Was there another Troy for her to burn?

My dear dear Friends, u made my birthday special by all the cards and gifts and words u sent to me. i could never thank you enough. I LOVE YOU ALL FROM ALL MY HEART AND I BOW BEFORE EACH OF YOU WITH TEARS IN MY EYES, HUGGING EACH OF YOU FROM ALL MY SOUL. I THANK U ALL AND MAY GOD PROTECT EACH OF U AND MAKE UR DREAMS COME TRUE!! THANK U, THANK U, THANK U with tears in my eyes:)

Ok, lets get it straight once and for all! when i say to someone from here "i love you", it comes from my heart and strictly in a friend or family way! the kind of "i love you" that someone says to a lover, will not be heard from me. I am not a player as someone accused me yesterday, just because i dont share the same feelings! People that really care for me must know more than this. I didnt open my heart to be insulted in a brutal way. I am hard to catch, especially after what happened to me but once i am caught i will stay for good so dont come pressuming i want to be a heart breaker! As for the crushes that come and go to my page, i would really appreciate the honest ones that could stay there as long as i will be on CT! if one of you that has a crush on me thinks is not able to keep it that long, is invited to remove it! I hate fake feelings! For the moment, this is what i had to say! Thank you all for you time in reaing this!

Sooooooooooo for me this song! Nobody's Home lyrics - avril lavigne I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

Fare thee well, little broken heart Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Constant longing for the perfect soul Unwashed scenery forever gone Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Whatever walks in my heart