Iris's blog: "NO ONE CARES!"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

Dear friends, today it is 1 year since the course of my life turned at 180 degrees, 1 year from the day i started this road... the lonely road. 1 year since i was brutally dumped with no explination, with no remourse with no "good bye". I feel like crying , crying for the girl that last year thought will die of sadness. Thank you all that had the patience of listening to my story and comfort me. I am alone on this road called love but i will bare my cross till the end. I just ask one favour from you, my dear friends:love the person that God sent to you coz some of us are not that lucky to be loved...and NEVER joke with the words "i love you"

U know what? If i ever hear again in this "fubar" the words " i love you" and " i so much want to be with you", u will be deleted from my list instantly and ignored in the next second. U are all a bunch of heartless players that today say u love someone and in the next day u tell it to someone else. U MAKE ME SICK, AND ALL OF U THAT WERE IN THIS SITUATION PLAYING WITH FEELINGS AND PEOPLE SHOULD THINK TWICE BEFOR TALKING TO ME. NOW, REMOVE ALL UR F..KING CRUSHES AND THIS IS FOR THOSE THAT LIKE TO PLAY WITH THAT BUTTON "MAKE A CRUSH". THE TRUE ONES, I REALLY RESPECT AND APPRECIATE.

For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK!

I BELIEVED IN LOVE LIKE MAYBE FEW PEOPLE EVER DID! I WANTED TO GIVE EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF ME TO THAT PERFECT LOVE BUT WAKE UP RALU...........LOVE DOESNT EXIST! U PEOPLE OUT THERE SHOWED ME THIS! I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE~