dont know what happened. i sit here trying to figure it out but i cant seem to. we used to be really close. told each other pretty much everything. now we almost never talk. it kills me inside to think that our friendship has just died but to me thats exactly waht it feels like. ever since i said i was with him things have totally come to an end and nothing seem to be the same. which i really dont understand seeing this is not the first time ive been with someone since we have been friends. dont know if thats what it is. dont know if she has something to do with it seeing the last time we really talked like we used to it ended in an argument over her...with you defending her. i have no clue what make us fall apart the way we have but i miss you! i miss the friendship we had! i dont kno whow much it really matters to you but it matters a lot to me. you have become a huge part of my life and losing you is not something i really want to do
