So It's Valentines Day
And i am away from the one i love. I should be there with her but here i am 10 thousand miles on a training base i know i dont belong on.
Not fit to be up front but too proud to bow out due to injuries from the past, To leave is a discrase to all i believe in, But i miss her so much that each day away from her kills me alittle more.
I talked to her today being it was Valentines Day. I could hear her sister return from her date with her mate, And the words thank you baby for a wonderful valentines day cut threw me like no weapon ever could.
There the woman of my life sits a waiting my return and i am here, unable to do anything!
What kind of man am i? i can do nothing for the one i love.
I'm suppost to be strong , army strong yet right now i feel so weak anything could hurt me. I am sure i am not alone in these thoughts, I am sure there are other brothers and sisters in arms missing their loved ones as well, being far away from them.
Along with my brothers and sisters in arms over sea's , And i attempt to keep that in mind as well. But right now it seems so difficult to because all i can think about is her.
If i could change my mind i would! Send me home i cry send me home, my honor and loyalty to send me home i would trade it all just to see her smile and look me face to face.
To taste the taste of her lips against my own, to smell ther perfume and feel her hand against my face, in love or anger i would take.
Over this hell of being where i do not belong, For i belong at home with her, But i gave my oath to my country to do what i must.
So Either way.... I betray something, someone
The Woman i left a wait for my return, Or The Army and the flag in that which i have sworen my allegance to.
Either way i feel myself a traitor
Either way i do.
So what do i do?
