Welcome to My World
Into the dark, we venture towards truth
Into my mind, I’ll give you a clue
To who I am,
And how I feel
Let’s take a look
I’ll show you what’s real…
I like to imagine the flesh of youth
Being slowly torn in two
And I’ll watch the blood come rushing down
Over the hand that shields
The wound I fiercely constructed.
But wait, there’s more to reveal…
My hunger is neglected…
My thirst goes unquenched.
My anger & passion
Are doomed into restraint!
My thoughts are true
Though multifaceted
Each angle I see clearly
When others only view one.
Why must I forsake myself?
Why must I feel guilt for want?
Why must apathy reign in society?
Why must there always be a why…
And never an answer or resolution?
Where resolution causes hurt
Doth this world misview so much?!
Our perceptions are so skewed
Our realities so trapped in bubbles…
We waste away, never knowing true
Never knowing you…
Why, I never knew myself
Though I must keep on trying.
It seems such wasted years past
In such a search filled with failure & agony.
Can you see me?
Would you know me?
Would anyone have me for me?
Will these tears ever stop?
Know me!
~Rhiannon