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Hey guys, hows it going? If you read my blog last night, thank you! Those of you that commented or messaged me, I truly appreciate your kind words. It meant alot to me. So lets talk about my day at work, I worked until 4 today and I only had 10 kiddos, it was pretty awesome, We did a bunch of singing and dancing and played outside, I love my job. Im a little nervous about tomorrow, I have an IEP meeting. Its a pretty big deal. Im hoping I can get this little booger the help he needs to progress and grow the rest of the year. So like i said, I worked until 4 so I called my boyfriend on my lunch break (thats so weird.. I have a boyfriend) LOL anyway so he always answers the phone so fucking sweet. I dont know everything he does is perfect. Literally have prayed my whole life for this man. So we talk and talk and we have some of the best conversations even when we get to talk for a short time. Its never anything short of amazing. Theres a good chance he wont have service tonight and he warned me that I might not hear from him later... Yall dont know how much that meant to me... Instead of me worrying all night... He gave me a heads up. He really is the best. So later on once i get home he sends me this voice clip. It just melts my heart... Im completely in love with this man.. Okay so thats enough mushy junk (I just cant help it)
So earlier today I was asked if I thought I would ever get married again, and I was so quick to say no. The more I thought about it during nap time, the more i thought about changing my answer.. Its still a no, but i honestly think if I have found the right person, and I knew they wanted to be committed to just me for the rest of our lives... I think i would think about it. I was talking to my coworker about it and she looked at me funny when I told her I didnt plan on getting married again. I have went thru too much heartbreak in the past few years, everything from verbal, emotional to physical abuse. (ill save some of those stories for another time) So I dont want to put myself in a position where those things could happen to me again, I dont want to set myself up for another failed marriage. I dont know. I would just have to know that this guy really loved me and really wanted to marry me. So what are your guys thoughts on marriage? Are you married? ever been through a divorce? Engaged? Lets talk..
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Until next time.. xoxo
