BAD GIRL RETURNS's blog: "uttmost emotions"

SILENT MOMENTS I SPEND THINKING OF THE SMILE YOU WORE ON YOUR FACE AS YOU WOULD COME TO ME AND PRAISE ME FOR PLEASING YOU. I FELT THE CHAIN TIGHTEN AROUND MY NECK AS I WALKED THROUGH THE LONG HALLWAY THAT LED TO WHAT ONCE WAS THE MASTERS CHAMBERS. THE TIES STILL TO THE BEDPOST AS THE LEATHER STRAP RESTS IN YOUR HANDS MAKING ME DROP TO MY KNEES BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS AS I KISS THE FEET YOU WALK ON. I GAZE UP INTO YOUR EYES AS YOU PULL MY HAIR RISING ME TO MY FEET. INSTUCTED TO THE I FELT THE TIES BIND ME AS THE LEATHER STRAP STIKES MY BACK SEVERAL TIMES. I FEEL THE STING FROM THE BLOOD AS IT TRICKLES DOWN MY BACK AS YOU PULL THE CHAIN ON MY NECK TIGHTER. I FEEL THE COLD METAL AS IT IS INSERTED FAR INTO MY ASS AS I AM LEFT THERE FOR HOURS TIED FACE DOWN, SPREAD EAGLED, GAGGED AND BEATEN. I KNOW NOT TO CRY FOR I HAVE FAILED YOU. THIS IS MY PUNISHMENT NOW I MUST THINK OF WAYS TO MAKE IT BETTER AND PLEASE YOU MORE. HOURS LATER I HEAR YOUR FOOTSTPS AS THEY WALK THE NARROW HALL.OPENING THE DOOR YOU WALK TO NE TAKING THE STRAP LASHING MY BACK AND BUTTOCKS SEVERAL MORE TIMES TOU THEN RELEASE ME ASKING IF I HAD LEARNED HOW TO PLEASE YOU I DROP TO MY KNEES IN EXHAUSTION LOOKING UP SAYING YES MASTER, AS I TAKE YOUR COCK FROM YOUR PANTS AND GIVE YOU ORAL SEX TILL YOU CUM IN MY MOUTH AND ON MY FACE. YOU HELP ME TO MY FEET GENTLY WIPE THE BLOOD FROM MY BACK TELLIG ME I WAS A GOOD GIRL THEN SENDING ME TO MY LITTLE CAGE DOWN THE HALL FOR THE NIGHT.I THANK MY MASTER AS I GO LAY ON THE METAL TRAY FOR THE NIGHT KNOWING I AM TRULY LOVED......

DARKNESS HAS FALLEN. I AM ALONE. I REACH OUT FOR YOUR GUIDANCE BUT YOU ARE NOT THERE. THE TIES THAT ONCE BOUND HAVE BEEN PLACED ON A SHELF WITH ONLY THE MEMORIES OF YOU IN MY HEART. OH MY MASTER I MISS YOU SO. I WOKE UP LAYING ON A BED SO COLD THAT I ACTUALLY THOUGHT YOU HAD RETURNED. I FELT THE WINTER WIND RUSH THROGH MY VEINS AS I RECALL THE NIGHTS IN THE TOWER. OH MY DEAR MASTER HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE. YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH AND YET I FEEL I GAVE SO LITTLE IN RETURN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW AS YOU WATCH ME YOU SMILE FOR YOU KNOW I DO AS YOU WOULD WANT ME TO DO.I WILL FIND ANOTHER WHO WILL LOVE ME AS YOU DID. I WILL HOLD YOU TO MY HEART AND CHERISH OUR LOVE. I MSS YOU..

MY MIND IS NOT CLEAR, THE ROAD IS SO LONG WITHOUT YOU BESIDE ME,I SENSE I DONT BELONG I WANT TO PLEASE YOU AND SHOW YOU I CARE I REACH OUT FOR YOU, BUT YOU'RE NOT THERE COULD NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU, DIDNT KNOW HOW TO FEEL ONLY REACHING OUT TO YOU, KNOWING OUR LOVE WAS REAL. DAYS ARE SO DREARY AND I CRY THROUGH THE NIGHT WANTING THIS PAIN AS YOU MADE THINGS FEEL SO RIGHT ILL SEARCH TILL I FIND A LOVE THAT IS TRUE THE KIND OF LOVE, I HAD ONCE WITH YOU. I KNOW YOU MISS ME AND HAD TO SET ME FREE I MISS YOU TO, SOME DAY WITH YOU I'LL BE..... DEATH MAY HAVE SEPERATED US BUT OUR HEARTS REMAIN AS ONE............I MISS YOU........I LOVE YOU....

MY SOUL FIGHTS THE FIRE OF THIS FAMILIAR PATH I WALK THROUGH THE DARK SHADOWS OF PAIN AND FEAR INTO A DREAM THIS DARKNESS I WALK THROUGHSEEMS TO ALWAYS BE WITH ME WAITING WANTING TO HOLD AND SUFFOCATE ME IVE BEEN THERE BEFORE, WHY CANT I BREAK THE CHAINS OF THE SAME IN SO MANY WAYS I HAVE CHANGED THE PATHS I USE TO WALK I LOVE THE LIGHT, BUT THE DARK LUST FOR LOVE WANTS ME TO FIGHT. MY GREATEST WEAKNESS IS THE MOST POWERFUL THINGIN THE WORLD. "LOVE" HOPE YOU ENJOYED......