As I listen to the beat of my heart as it fades to a silence I begin to feel the numbness taking over my body as it pulls me away from the shell I have left behind I stare at my remains, it looks hollow and empty.
I ponder for a moment and wonder if this was meant to be was I destined to be alone when I die and never feel the warmth of another’s touch or love?
I often wondered if I would be alone when I died or if I would be lucky enough to be in the arms of someone I loved holding me tight as I passed on to the next of what was unknown to me.
Would the people I loved and known be there to greet me into my next journey in life?