1409800's blog: "My Vents/Rants"

Okay so 3 days ago I had an episode in front of my 7 year old daughter.

My Depression has gotten pretty fuckin dire lately

I'm suffering from alot of stress cuz of this.

My  Bi polar has become unbearable and I have no clue what to do.

I'm feeling like I need help, but the help I need will require medication.

Currently I'm self medicating with Pot just to cope with all of this.

My Daughter knows I'm sick  and I will have to eventually have to tell  Viking.

I'm blogging this cuz I'm lost epicaly and I don't know where to start with getting better.

This whole Hysterectomy thing is weighing on my mind and my body desperately wants another child.

I know that it's more than likely my fault I cannot have another child and it's killed a small part of Me,

People say oh get over it, I simply just can't.

No one knows what's happened other than my little Girl and She's trying to help Me keep happy.

I don't know if She knows or has the slightest clue on how Her Mummy is. But She's a smart kid.

My hair is suffering again because of all of this. It's just started to fall out all over again.

I don't know who to turn to right now. So  this is my main outlet.

If You read this please let Me know

Thanks

Tyressa <3