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Tonight has been one of the best nights ever. I spent alot of it talking to my FuBf Diggity and lounging with my Homies in Crimson Asylum. Man I'm soooo freakin happy right now Feeling like this MUST be Illegal or some shit He's the most amazing guy and I have struck GOLD I adore Him and yeah He adores Me back This has been a long time coming I'm gonna marry that guy and make Him MINE !!!!!! |
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DIGGITY
Deviant Irrisitable Gorgeous Generous Individual Tender Youthful <3 <3 <3 <3
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Lets go dancing under the stars
Lets float around together
Locked in a never ending embrace
The moonlight lights Your face
I can see the light in Your eyes
Glowing stronger by the year
Living in this epoch with You is bliss
Simply having this .....
Taking my Soul into Your hands
Feeling the warmth of my being
The soft glow of my life essence
Radiating, Vibrating, Humming
Time is what I need
Enough to make me ME again
Push my Soul back inside Me so I can feel
I pray to Odin to give Me strength
So I can be whole.
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Chemical You sink deep into my veins I feel You You feel like Ice So cold and numb But I love the feeling of You there Inside Me Clinging to my artery walls Filling all my senses I crave You I need You You give Me life You give Me power Like a Witches Atheme This power You hold over Me is Consuming But I want to be consumed Wholly Fully Completely Give Me the Bliss I yearn for I sense Your presence within Me Give Me more !!!!! I need to feel again Breathe again See again Ahhhhhhh You are there !!!!! Lets make this worthwhile GIVE ME ALL OF YOU !!!! Don't hold back PLEASE Closes eyes tight and flys ........................... Where to this time ???? |
Asylum
Sitting in my room
Next to my bed
All these thoughts runnin through my head
Pretty colours
Funny dreams
Oh what the hell are in those beans
Floating yet grounded
I can see through the bars
No stars. Only blue sky
I miss my normalcy
Taking pills every day to keep my demons at bay
Hammering these thoughts and feelings away
Wearing a straight jacket is bliss
Holding Me tight with it's barbaric tightness
Giving Me the most tender kiss
Having Me live to the extreme of my own existance
Doctors coming and going
about their daily chores
Putting Me under a Microscope
Having my life disected to obliteration
Picking apart who, how and what I am
Giving my whole life a whole new meaning
Am I sane. Or am I living a dream
It would seem that I feel nothing
Am nothing.
But I Feel, See, Touch, Smell and hear
My room feels sooooo cold and bare
Stone and Steel against my skin
The air is stale. Medicated and harsh on my nose
I miss the smell of a sweet rose
My temple is ALIVE
My body is mine and it will stay that way
Scars, Wounds internal and external.
They are part of Me
Take Me as I am and not what You want Me to be
Thanks for Reading
Impy
Blinding Light
Luminocity
Ethereal glow
Shines so Bright
Swallowing Me up
Entombing my being
Deeper and Deeper
Branding my Soul
Eternally Yours
Scars
The blade cut so deep
Although I didn't weep
I saw my own blood
Eminating from my own flesh
Demon Steel
Took Me a while to heal
Taking my soul
Fucking thing was stolen from me
Breaking Me
killing me
But the people I have in my life
Gave Me back the power to put down the knife
My Loves, My Hearts and My World
Giving Me the power to fight
Giving me my light back and helping Me win
It felt like such a sin
Just to give in
But I'm whole
I have my soul
Thanks to those who helped
You mean the Galaxy to me
The world is just to small
For Us all
I LOVE YOU
Happiness
I can see You in a crowded room
Filling my day full of light
From this day there shall be no more gloom
Only the pure serenity
and my might
I have fought my Demons before Beat them to a bloody pulp
I took a big gulp
Swallowed my pride
I have no more reasons left to hide
People think I'm Beautiful
I have to be dutiful
To look after what many hold dear
live my life without fear
Trepidation is something I can't stand
It gets way out of hand
My body may not be perfect
But I see myself as worth it
Day by day
Hour by Hour
My being fills with power
Unbridled bliss that is this
True love and affection
The only perception
Is that I can see clearer now than ever before
Like someone has turned on the lighthouse on a distant shore.
Guiding Me home like a ship, keeping Me safe and true.
Taking everything into account
How could I ever feel blue
with people in my life like You.
Loving all those Special people in Your life
Indepth conversations that NEVER get boring
Very forgiving of others misgivings and tolerance of other peoples feeling
Intrigue and unfathomability of Your own being
Never judging of other peoples Creed, Race, Flaws, Sexuality, Faith, Lifestyle choices and or Wishes
Giving the best of Yourself to others as well as the worst.
You need to be Yourself and Not Fake. If You do then You will always be known as fake.
Dreaming
Dreaming is my time
To Explore my Mind
Keeping time and taking notes
Feelings and Emotions running riot
Making a Movie
One image at a time
Bringing thoughts to the fore front
Living and feeling everything
Loving every moment
Bad ones creep in but I shoo them away
Taking stock of my life
Dreaming about people, places, times and environments
Pleasing and enveloping my whole being
Mental time out and my time to heal
My space to be who I want to be.
