Well folks nothing with me is easy I guess.
I went to the doctor the other day and I am NOT healing as I should be, so new cast was put on, tighter as all get out this time. My return to work date pushed back another 9 days and well the cast is making the road rash/crush injury hurt and burn. Oh and yes I will be needing physical therapy once the bone is healed because apparently when a car drags your arm across the ground and pins said arm underneath it for about 30 minutes it tend to damage the muscles, ligaments, tendons, and nerves. Good news is my skin is coming off nicely and nice new skin growing underneath, plus I will prolly be reminded of this glorious event with a huge ugly scar.
I know, I know it could be worse...I could be dead, I could have lost the arm, or a worse paralyzed vegetable. So dont get me wrong I do look at the bright side.
Lets go to the mental aspect of this incident. Thankfully the nightmares have stopped, however the flashbacks linger like that fruitcake you get every christmas but you dont want to throw away because its reaaly inedible but there are starving children around the world. Yes everynight I close my eyes and i replay the accident for hours...that is if I am brave enough. Most nights I just stay up until 4 am or so until I just cant stay awake any longer. I did seek help, was given a anti-depressant/sleep agent. Was great for first 2 nights; but here I am night 3 and its nearly 4 and I am wide ass awake. I must have really fucked up somewhere b/c my karma sucks atm.
I do have a new car....oh i love this car. 2007 Nissan Versa. Has just about everything but a toilet. 6 disc changer, lays mp3, can hook a mp3 unit into it. Side curtain airbags make me feel really safe and breathe easier. Great gas milage, which not only helps with the oil tycoon we have in office but also the environment. Was used but less than 2K miles so brand new really at used car pricen saved about 4-5K in price and it looks like the pimping car I deserve. It is so awesome I could live in it. Its silver with a blueish hue. Will have to take pictures and put them up soon.
