DR3iLiCiOUS MONST3R's blog: "from thy heart"

This pain is taking its toll

But my love it never gets old

The trials and defeated emotions

Keeping me sane with magical potions

The heart that keeps my blood flowing

That pain that keeps me down but going

If the pain leaves and love stays

How would life be for me?

Would I have a hole in my heart

Where hurt and pain used to be?

Is there a way out of this...

Loving, painful, misery?

Is there a way in to this...

Love that I have failed or neglected to receive... Is this love?

Unconditionally loving you is...

Bringing me pain

But it keeps me sane because I have you...

Am I kidding myself?

Am I in denial that you love me back?

Am I just a dream away from reality?

Am I making believe that I love you? I

think not...

But pain keeps me going

My heart keeps my blood flowing

You keep my life glowing

love  keeps me believing

My calmness is showing

But my happiness is hiding

From pain and love

I unconditionally painfully love you ...