It has been brought to my attention that:
my capacity to anihilate people's self defense mechanisms and squash their tiny naive delusions,
my complete lack of an emotional register (soul)
and the fact that underneath this dark, reclusive, tortured surface
there's MORE dark tortured reclusiveness and no bunnies, unicorns or a desire for a human connection-
is all a little off putting for my romantic candidates.
Especially if they have that nurture impulse
and I tell them to stop and just get naked/enjoy me for who I am.
I don't need your help
I don't WANT to be fixed.
I'm going to have a refreshing cool drink now.