I have been thinking a lot lately (the past month/month & 1/2) about all the stuff you said to me in sb, yim, txts & in the rare phone conversations. Why did you lie to to me the whole time??? Do you get some preverse pleasure out of it? Thinking to yourself, "Oohh he's an idiot & says he loves me, i can maniplulate him & play w/ his feelings & heart...Muuuuaaahhhaaaaahhaaaa!!!" You had to be lying the whole time. But if, on the off chance you weren't Why did you not even give me a real chance w/ you? What is WRONG W/ME ? That you didnt even give me a chance. you once told me you trusted me...so WTF. Or is the truth that You NEVER GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ME & just figured you could use me to your advantage!!!