KalmaKeres's blog: "Some Poetry Of Mine"

My pain and misery

fall from the sky

So hard I try to ignore it

but it still gets by

Surrounded with memories

of what could have been

The hatred screams under my skin

Pulsing through my veins

is the anger I feel

Wounds break open 

as soon as they seal

Darkness surrounds me

with every step I take

I manage a smile

but do you know it's a fake?

I laugh when people talk to me

But inside I'm dying

wishing they could see

I'm different inside

I am not the same me

Wish they could just notice

the extinguished flame

I know the truth

but it's locked in my heart

And now more than ever

it's tearing me apart.