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What are you waiting for?
everywhere i turn
its all falling apart
killing everything in the way
blackening your heart
toughness doesnt matter
pain takes it hold
taking your breathe
tossing you in the cold
not knowing what to do
completely and utterly lost
what is there to do
and at what fucking cost
hitting you quickly
like a shock to your heart
the damage is quickly done
tearing your world apart
this ripple is a killer
but what can you do
it just destroyed everything
you ever believed to be true
watching the ones you care about
struggle and start to fade away
afraid to let them drift
but not knowing what to say
it gets harder and harder
with each passing day
to lose the ones you love
cause they withered away
everyone can see
what hides in those eyes
that bitter dark cold
you created by lies
you can break it all apart
til its nothing but little pieces
but the only one it truly phases
is your own heart as it painfully creases
causing you to hate everything
including yourself the most
everytime theres a mirror you turn away
afraid to see the shell of a forgotten ghost
so you wander around lost
looking for a resting place
not even realizing
you have no eternal face
unwanted in death just like in life
you failed to see your real enemy
was yourself with the knife
all these thoughts that haunt me
hold fast for dear life and refuse to let me go
they cut me straight wide open
and let the blood flow
everytime i close my eyes
its the images that get to me
no matter what i try to do
i have no choice but to see
locked in my head
cant find the way out
i just keep falling deeper
no one hears me shout
i feel as if im drifting away
lost in my thoughts everything fades
so come on lets make a wager
consider the debt paid
ill take all the pain in the world for the ones that i love
so they dont ever have to suffer
like a broken winged dove
My pain and misery
fall from the sky
So hard I try to ignore it
but it still gets by
Surrounded with memories
of what could have been
The hatred screams under my skin
Pulsing through my veins
is the anger I feel
Wounds break open
as soon as they seal
Darkness surrounds me
with every step I take
I manage a smile
but do you know it's a fake?
I laugh when people talk to me
But inside I'm dying
wishing they could see
I'm different inside
I am not the same me
Wish they could just notice
the extinguished flame
I know the truth
but it's locked in my heart
And now more than ever
it's tearing me apart.
whispers in the night
grasping at my heart
talking in my ear
tearing my mind apart
their constant mutters
toying with my head
the constant struggle
things left unsaid
you're like a drug
permanently on my brain
and i need my fix
its driving me insane
right from the beginning
you stole my heart
claimed it as yours
every little part
then you left me
and yes my heart did follow
now without you here
i feel completely hollow
but i dont want or need it back
so its yours to keep
after all in the end this was
my last and final leap
I'm really an open book
If you actually really look
but most don't care to see
what truly makes up me
instead they turn away
whenever my demons want to play
they don't have the heart
and leave me to be torn apart
I'm not worth their effort, time or love to waste
they just want me gone with a swift haste
