Hm, today was a long day. They made me a trainer at work, and we had a new PSA sign with us today. Despite the fact that it was a busy day it went over well, until the guy and I got to talking.
A lot of past memories came back, particularly when the discussion of being a firefighter came up.
Few know but I was a volunteer firefighter for many years until a bad accident. It gave a big scare to all my family and friends and despite the fact that I was for the most part ok, I resigned on their behalf.
Talking about it with the new guy however, brought about some feelings I thought I had gotten over. Now I admit it hasn't been long since I resigned as a volunteer firefighter but I really want to go back, yet everyone, and I mean everyone I know, is really against me doing so.
Kind of torn between what to do, and it's got me somewhat stressed, something I don't like to be, at all.
Just something I thought I should rant about.
Thanks for reading.
