You know there comes a time when some people wake up and get the clue bat that hit them months ago. It is called the moment of clarity. I have had that. in this state of recluse I have been in.
The moment came to me not when is important but I realized that that we as human thrive on drama. No matter how hard we try to rid it of our lives we all have to have it. There are various degrees. No life is drama free. Sorry I cannot be convinced otherwise. Most try and some succeed in having a low or minimal drama life. I am not one of the lucky ones. I am a straight forward open person. I don't have hidden agendas or go after things that aren't mine. Why? simply put I don't want the drama that goes with it. The headaches are not worth it.
I have no desire to play in anyone's backyard other than my own. I have had too much strife in my life otherwise. Playing in others backyard only leads to pain. There are some kinds I don't enjoy. If a person wants to know my objectives on things just ask. You will get a honest answer. I have an internet presence that is the real me. I just look for friends not anything more. why because that is a lot better than anything else.
Now I feel better getting this off my chest. If you are my friend and I love you don't worry about your drama because I accept because well you are my friend and that to me is important. My friends are my family that I choose and I accept them as they are. I always listen and try to help.
