Too long to wait
forever passes so fast
i cant hold onto a memory
of a day thats already passed.
promises have been broken
yet more are still made to break
months of sitting here alone
how much longer do we have to wait?
Nervous feelings lie beneath
my stomach always in knots
when do I get what was promised?
just to end the doubtful thoughts.
Hope starts to evaporate
into the cold night air
my heart questions your motives
what intentions are lying in there?
Endless excuses and reasons
in an attempt to explain
it will happen someday, not today
but till then just endure the pain.
find myself crying too often
over meaningless fights
isnt our happiness more important
than whos wrong or whos right?
In the end what is left?
What is there to hold onto?
The fleeting hope and painful love?
Yet I cant seem to let go of you.
Heart encased by agony
fleeing comes to mind
run away from the hurt
somewhere far away to hide.
The games are ending here
the checkers are all gone
maybe waiting was right back then
but waiting now is just horribly wrong.
