:Cast aside:
Pain and anguish
like achy bones
tears overflowing
from being alone.
Forgotten, unnoticed
and entirely cast aside
when I need you
I get left behind.
Im available to you always
at your beck and call
but when I just need to talk
you always leave me to fall.
Im here for more
than a fair weathered host
what are you doing?
when I need you the most?
A convenience to you
only for when you need me
I thought it was different
a two way street.
I suppose I was wrong
Im still just a doormat
all the primping and priming
wasnt for you to notice that.
The grand finalle of defeat
the lack of feeling or regret
there is nothing but rejection to be found
how easily one can forget.
I gave in and gave all
and got left behind
saw nothing out of my efforts
except for being cast aside.